I know and I admit

I know everything you went through to keep us together and strong you were a rock that sustained our relationship even when they looked down on you and question your actions you didn't shake you gave every piece of your heart to us along with your hope I on the other hand couldn't see your worth I was an idiot who looked down on you I couldn't give you what you wanted sometimes people be like" you are the luckiest man for having such a woman on your life" I couldn't see you even then but now you have left me with nothing nothing is here just memories unfolding as the days proceed regrets is drowning me with actions that I can't fix I'm a mess without you I want to say so much to you I know you don't want anything from me right now or related to me but maybe if I write it down I would be taking one brick off my back there are words you have always wanted to hear from me and I'm deeply grateful sorry that it's took me this long to see and that you had to leave for me to see your worth and your existence in my life I LOVE YOU I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU VERY MUCH THERE’S NO DAY THAT PASSES WITHOUT ME THINKING ABOUT YOU BUT I WISH YOU WELL IN LIFE. 😔