I hear the noises in my head

I wake up to hear noises in my head but then I realized that those noises in my head were words people were saying about me I finally understand why people hate me I finally understand why people don't like me and I finally understand why people don't care about me, and that's because people think I am just a stupid girl who has no thoughts or feelings, well that is wrong, because I feel and think about what people say and what they think of me and if I am going to be honest I kinda hate me too. I hear the words people say and they think I don't know what they say but I do and the worst part is that I hear the people I thought cared about me I hear them saying words about me and I know that the words they are saying are not nice things about me but I will always keep my chin up and walk in the right path for me.