i have tried to stop loving u

I have told myself I should stop loving you, but every time I space out I think of you. your like a drug a drug that I can't get away from, it's like I can't stop thinking of you and that I need you every day, even more at night is like I need to say goodnight and sweet dreams to you, but I can't because your not mine, and even if I tried to you won't respond to me. So why can't I stop loving you just why, was it the kiss that we had or was it just you being here for me.