I Have

I have friends  But I feel alone I have a family  But I feel unloved  I have love for others  But none for myself  I have been kind to people  But I’m still not good enough  I have things to live for  But they don’t live for me  I have self control But the scars say otherwise  I have social skills  But I hate using them I have people to talk to  But I have trust issues  I have coping skills  But refuse to use them  I have the ability to read the room  But I think everyone hates me  I have so much to do  But no energy to do it  I have a phone  But no one to text  I have good communication skills  But no one to communicate with I have people who know my name  But I can't recall half of theirs I have a brain  But I can't think clearly