i hate you, i dont admire you.

you played my feelings. you lied your feelings. "I admire you" "I like you" were poems wasted. why did you play me? am I a kind of toy to you? or am I just someone who isn't perfect to you?.. I love you deeply in my heart, yet I didn't know how cruel you'd break the love in my heart. I made you feel better, but you'd leave me with the lies you laid upon me. why did you do this? I hate you. i'll never admire you, ever again..