I hate you

I hate you, because, because of you I don't get to love you You robbed me of my hope My hope for us You love her So now I can't love you You're probably a player But even players eventually settle down You ignore my existence now If only you saw the dreams I dream of you You're fine with leaving me with what you said Yet I still hope for the apology that won't happen You probably hate me If only you saw how I feel about you You don't think about me, only about her I can't bring myself to think of anyone else You see her You're all I see Gosh, I hate you I hate that I don't get to love you It's all your fault It's your fault I don't get to be excited to see you It's your fault I'm supposed to hate you It's your fault the butterflies died It's your fault I'm being told to move on It's all your fault