I hate winter

Every year it comes that light after a cold winter And every time you feel it's heat absorbing you as If it only shines for you mabye mabye this time I'll have courage mabye this time i have hope mabye it will be different next year you start making plans you start seeing forward but alas the sun goes down with the light gone you can't see yourself anymore you start to forget the plans because you can't see beyond your mind because everything is dark and cold every year the cold comes and you feel it hurting as if its only surrounding you and you start to remember the hurt the thoughts the memories and you know that its only you and your mind for the next winter you won't survive this time this time its worse this time its colder and darker you pray that next time you feel the sun you will remeber the hurt you will try harder you will make it but the darkness lasts a lifetime and only when you've dug your grave you look at the horizon and the light comes back