i hate u bc i love u

i hate you every second of the day, wasted thinking of you our conversations replayed because i dont want to pursue my dreams invaded all of them of you you make me feel enchanted by your view i hate that i love you i wish my feelings could just fade just like the morning skys blue your brown eyes, i long to serenade im looking for ur cue for me to love u whenever im with you its like a grenade thrown at my heart no longer was a wall put all i want is to love you i know youll break my heart but im more afraid of hurting yours i beg on ur part to write in ur notebooks a promise to love someone great someone great that isnt me for nothing is worse to me than a broken heart of yours the pain of ur heart broken a million times more than if u were to break mine