I hate that I still Love you

I hate that you hurt me. I hate that you led me on. I hate that we are so alike as people. I hate that i let myself love you so much. I hate the girl that you like. I hate that you don't want me. I hate that i let myself trust you so easily. I hate that i love your stupid looking shoes. I hate that I missed when youd kiss me then kissed me again because it wasn't enough. I hate that i miss when you'd pick me up and spin me. I hate that i miss when you would skip while we were holding hands like a little kid. I hate that i miss when you told me your clothes looked better on me. I hate that i can't stand be away from you. I hate that i miss us walking places together. I hate that i miss that look in your eyes when youd talk to me. I hate that i miss when you'd rant about pokemon. I hate that i love your hair. I hate that i love your voice. I hate that i can't look at you with hatred. I hate that you wouldn't listen to me. I hate that i can't be the one you love. I hate that even after everything, I still love you.