~I hate school~

I'm looking at the clock. Why is the time running so fast? I have to learn. I want to take a break but I have to earn it. And I haven't even started yet. It's because I feel unmotivated. I can't get over the fact that I'm related to a teacher. Her genes are not inside of me. I hate school. It's making me feel stressed. School is a bad place. There are so many people. Each with a face I never want to see again. But that's not why I hate school. I hate the fact that I can't even escape school when I'm at home. No matter how alone I am in my room under my blanket. I always think about school. I have to learn, I don't do enough, I have exams. So why am I not learning?? How is this feeling always lurking in my mind? It makes me feel nervous even if I could just relax. I hate school. ~M~