I hate overthinking

I hate chatting with people, not because i hate Tham, because i'm sacred I might say something wrong, especially whenever I'm talking to people I care about, I hate texting because you never know what it actually mean behind those texts, that's what my overthinking say to me, with you, you would think we're chatting normally, but when it's with me I was think I said something wrong, I was thinking I might made you mad, I might make you sad, I might made you feel disgusting in me, you would be gone for a minute and I would start to think that you might be mad at me, that's why you don't want to talk to me, that's why you're ignoring me, that's why your ghosting me, that's why, that's why, that's why, my overthinking will get the best of me, my overthinking will kept me up all night thinking I might lose you, because i can't reed your mind, i can't tell if your hiding it from me, that's why i will think that stuff, then again, I hate my overthinking because even when i know I wasn't wrong, I will think about it anyway, that's why i hate texting, that's why i hate chatting, because i will make myself feel bad about myself. .