I Hate myself

I don't want you to go, I'm not enough? I don't wanna fight, I just want everything to be fine. Why I try to end my life, when all I do is lie? Committing suicide is worthless, I could slit my wrists but that wouldn't really help. I feel the need to breath, I Feel trapped, I'm going insane. I think that I've fucking Lost It. My hands shaking, I'm feelin' lost like a Little kid with his mom. I feel colder every day. (Alone like?) I can't escape even if I tried to. So I guess I might drown myself if I have to. You cause me pain, I pray it goes away. I got attached to you, but I see you with another. Funny ain't it? I might just take my own life.