I hate my friends

I lay alone in my bed inside my empty bedroom All my dreams are dead I always end up crying alone in dispair One simple silly phrase Always ruins my day I'm tierd of this happy facade I wish I had someone to help me before I destroy myself I hate what they made of me Now I am discriminating others as if I don't feel insecure as well Trying to fit in is like condemning your soul to hell No matter how hard you try, they'll never treat you well I hope that one day When I'm gone and they regret all of their harmful words They realize all this could've been avoided If they had just treated me well