i hate love

"i know you like him" "you are so in love" "he likes you back" shut the fuck up i would love to admit just so you know but saying it out loud makes it way too real i see him often at work i see him at his games or on the way to school i do not want to make it weird or awkward do not want him to suspect that there is something wrong i like him here you go are you happy now i confessed can i cry on you shoulder when i think about him again can i text you everything from his smile to his eyes can i tell you all his words talk about his face repeat his jokes to you discuss his interests i like him even though he is a friend and i like you to you i confess i hate having feelings i hate being human i hate love mostly i hate him