I hate Hospitals

I sit there as a nervous reck just waiting, I hear people screaming and running I try my best to sleep waiting for this night to be over, every time I wake up time feels like its just stopped, its 5a.m. and I feel like my throat is closing up just waiting for answers from the doctors, seeing my mother in pain, wanting to help her but cant, time just stopping like an endless cycle of chaos, It feels just like a nightmare wanting it to be over already, as i wait again and again, I can see red on the floor and a baby crying, this is why I hate hospitals.