I hate...

I worry and stress about you, There's times I ask myself "what can I do?", "To help you", Im stuck in a maze with your voice booming in my head, I get sleepless nights, I'm so scared, Of losing you, words are used to say ill never leave you, But not all words people say are true, So, I hate it when people physically touch me, I hate it when I let people in and they see...., I hate it when people touch my face, I hate it when people give me my space, Cause then I overthink our every conversations we had together, I'd break myself down and think, "how could I be so dumb", I suck up my feelings as a baby sucks it's thump, I hate it when someone takes my things without having to ask, I hate it when no one can see today I'm wearing a mask, I hate it when people make fun of me, I hate it when people fix me on my mistakes, I hate it when people realize what I have at stake, I care about you that's why I allow you to do all the things I tend to hate but when you do it, It automatically becomes something I can take.