I Found Me.

I cry for freedom from the lust of flesh. I cry to be liberated. It has ruined me. Ooh! My reputation is at stake. My love life has hit the rock Ooh lol!! They smile at my disdain. He's back to the trenches. I'm long on a journey to find myself. Been living in abstract knowledge of "who I am" My realty has been questioned. My identity sanctioned. I've growled in the hate of the world I see myself. My love and trust and friendship and kindness, Thrown back at my face. My name tends to be wiped like in the dust. I'm now left all to myself "In self pity","Hate of self" and "bound to betrayal". As the needle is to the pole; I've been to the remnants of the earth. Until I stretched forth my hands..... Behold!! A moment of discomfort gave way to a time to laughter and smiles at how far I've come in a life; A life that has been deep like the pit of abyss. Smile with me. I found me.