I Felt Sooo Much.....

I felt so much I begain to feel nothing....... to feel everything good & bad....... to feeling empty........ to feeling numb.......... to having no self woth, or was my worth being miss-used........ I felt so many emotion's in 35 years of life......... i felt on top of the world, to down bellow the ground....... i once knew who i was....... down to not even sure if that person/ woman even exsisted? Anymore......... But; i once again feel......... someday's i'm not as sure as other's but today i am slowly finding myself again....... i realize that i may never be fully restored back to who i started out as in this life but; for today........ i'm just processing step by step.........