I Failed

After all my hardwork and sacrifices, I still failed, some call it a victory seeing I caught a rat but I was aiming for the bear, am I too Ungrateful?, If giving my all earn myself nothing but a rat I wonder what will happen once I stop trying, they say failure is success in process but I think I bugged in the state of failure, I failed and failed thinking that one day I will pass but the day I was awaiting came yet I still didn't pass, I still got a rat, I let the bear get away