i don't want to love this way.

Maybe I've done things that make me bad. but I'll be better. I would do anything to keep you. I would do anything to keep anyone. Why do I have to love so much? Why can't I stay in my room forever? Never being seen, never being hated. I am bad. I am awful. I'll try. I can try. Please let me try. I will do good. I'll try. I'll try. I'll try. Please let me try. I want to try.