I don't want to grow up

I don't want to grow up anymore. I don't want to get older. I miss playing with toys and getting excited for chirstmas. I miss my mom doing my hair and my dad taking us to fun places. I miss the way I would go outside and have superpowers and the way I would play with my friends for hours. I miss not needing or wanting money because when I needed or wanted something, I would ask Mommy. I miss the way I loved myself as well as everyone else. And I miss the way school was easy and not hard at all, just breezy. I hate seeing my parents' hair turn grey because I know at some point they won't be here to stay. I don't want to grow up anymore.