I don't want to be ?

I don't want to be your first, I don't want to be your last , I don't want to be your only , I just don't want to be in your past . This is my understaning I hope you hold me as if I was one of your homies , Someone who is there in the times you get loney . I don't want to be another one and only I'm just the one you come to when you get humgery .