I Don't Wanna Hide Anymore

I've been fighting for most of my life for other people's approval But I decided that I'm done I'm done with fearing other people's rejection I'm done with constantly dealing with introspection I'm done with battling pent-up anxiety Because at the end of the day, I'll never blend in with society I'm fed up of being scared I'm fed up of feeling despaired I'm tired of the disapproval I get Almost no one wants to understand I can't follow the rules Like I'm some fucking pawn tool Almost no one is there to hold my hand Tears dropping from my eyes All this just to avoid social suicide No one will take me serious All because my ways are fucking mysterious These are the ways I wish people would explore Because I don't wanna hide myself anymore