I don't love you like I used 2

I know I hurt you. see I was loyal to the end in a physical sense but i guess that all depends if you don't count the things I said to hurt you. I never could earn you. but I swear I love you I want nothing from you and everything with you I could hear you're thoughts in a giant crowd you're childish heart dancing around you're souls playground but yet somehow I let you drown. you were Cautious of the deep so I told you what to think Urged you to leap to watch you sink so I wasn't Submerged alone. I let us drown because pain was my souls playground. now that I've said it aloud I wish I could trade places or swap faces to change my past statements but that isn't my arrangement so instead let me say I don't love you like I used to I want nothing from you and everything with you. it is so nice to finally meet I'm honored to show you the real me. -shroud