I don't like boys

I know I might sound crazy When certain words escape me When I start to say things Opposite to what should be But why should I hide myself when lying has never helped Besides I bet someone will understand This strange feeling that I can't grasp And I swear that I've tried everything Denying all my heart diligently I've prayed that everything must be a dream But the feeling comes more persistently When I say I don't like girls Only I know that's a lie in my heart Because unknowingly I fell for her Unknowingly I liked her curves Adored her laughs Got bewitched by her words Fell into those coffee stained eyes So how do I start to deny The person I've become inside And live a miserable lie?