I don't know why

I don't know why I can't move on I just want my feelings gone you're such a red flag you make me Wana gag. I don't know why I keep searching for your initials in my normal fyp but Don't I hate you I just wanna be free in the sea but your care for me is so untrue I don't know why you keep messaging me It's so outranging you said you have a girl to love and I'm the one who watches you above I don't know why you said you care but your lies are something I can't bare You said you're loyal but you're as dirty as soil I don't know why I can't move on..