i don't know how to feel me

i don't know how to feel me Even when i'm a good person i don't found My purpose here there is a Lot of people searching what is the people searching maybe money, healthy or a better life. But what about this feeling that cannot sense The in between lf something , stay in the same place always Is like everybody don't see the dificult part of situations in the life of others work for someone else who don't pay you enough money Don't have a Job , calls someone who You usually loved and listen that this person is'nt alive you need to still quiet but what japones if You need to speak louder This is the feeling life is'nt is enough