" I DON'T KNOW "

I don't know what i am doing?           Where I'm going?        Lost in uncertainty..  This world holds mysteries      And i feel something's wrong with me.. Like a seal on the coast, Living aimlessly, I question the purpose of my existence.. I long to cry, To sleep peacefully, Away from the weight on my mind.. I don't know when i lost my way,   Caught in the struggles of reality,          It hits hard and it sucks              My future looks bleak,    Filled with misery, And everything feels like its falling apart..   My racing brain knows no Rest,  Jumping from thought to thought, Crashing against my fears and terrors..   I've lost my Sunshine, My Glow fading away, Surrounded by darkness.. Haunted by this lingering gloom, My head pounds with pain, As if it could explode at any moment...                               I                             Am                          Scared Of this night that once gave me peace                      and warmth..  losing my damn mind,   With these sleepless nights , and all the crying... And just like that,             i don't know what I'm doing?                  Where i am going...?         -- sakshinarang03