i dont go there

There's a folder on my phone, all the pictures of you, us. Memories I didn't think I was capable of making.- I don't go there. There's an image of your face smiling, your smile radiates pure light. I got so addicted, it shows up when I close my eyes and let my thoughts wander - I don't go there. There's a small cupboard full of your stuff, like that ring and friendship band. I've kept everything. I could open the cupboard, pick up the object, and instantly feel like Im back there, except I'm not, and so - I don't go there. There's a corner of my mind where you reside, all day. Your laugh plays on repeat. I see your smile, your eyes. I laugh myself. You made a lover out of this this boy, it's admirable. But that corner? - I don't go there. ~A.S