i doesn't deserve you

when someone ignore you Knowingly or unknowingly what should one feel like should you do the same or lets take a different path or it doesn't matter .... I myself having lost somewhere doesn't know which path to go I doesn't feel the same feeling i used to have a few days ago i feel like running away to hill top open my arm and just jump i feel lonely i feel alone i doesn't feel to open my heart anymore i feel i doesn't deserve what i dont have not even the feelings i had when you don't see your importance better to skip the real world....