I cry myself to sleep

I cry myself to sleep Because my scars are way too deep They won't fade away They're supposed to stay I cry myself to sleep because I don't look like the other girls The ones that wears pearls I starve myself So the guys remember how my name spells I cry myself to sleep because I'm scared I'm scared to be compared I'm scared to be the forgotten one Scared to never be the one I cry myself to sleep because I don't feel anything anymore I always need more The cuts are always deeper It hurts to be a keeper I cry myself to sleep because I always stress I never see my succes What if I'm not enough Why is everything needs to be that tough I cry myself to sleep because I can't forget my memories They're like enemies They remind me when I was so happy Now I understand what is it to be unhappy