I could fall more...

I'm scared of falling more for you. Scared my heart stays, while it turns black and blue. Scared of letting my heart overwhelm the paper by its bleeding, Scared what might happen when my heart bursts from the delusions I keep on feeding. I'm scared to compose a hundred more poems just to forget for later— Scared to be broken because of somebody else, while becoming my own traitor. I'm too scared to pass out the rose I removed all thorns from, Scared to confess what once was and what had become. I'm scared to admint the flaws of "Us", Scared my heart wouldn't be able to take it because... I've fallen so deeply in love with you, I've fallen so hard, hardly believe it to be true. My heart's in "awe," my feelings are lost in a maze, I don't know what to do, my mind's in a haze. I'm feeling lost again, I'm afraid. I'm left alone, by myself, I'm betrayed. I am afraid, i am feeling so scared, My heart doesn't agree with what my mind has declared. So i have no idea what to do, When i know to myself, i could start falling more for you.