I Come to you for help ..

I come to you for help, with my addictions, I no longer can live addicted I was genetically prone to addiction I feel the weight of my convictions and it's carrying me under where I don't want to be I always imagined a place in heaven for me but he'll has it's grasp firmly on my soul And I am not easily going to go I promised my loved ones id them someday when I pass and I promise to keep it to the very last breath.