I choose me

I chose me And If that makes me selfish Then I'll do it once again Because I sure as fuck can't help it Still got my people in the end And that's all I was gunning for Cause when you load that blick To shoot, these folks be standing In front of y'all I never answer my calls So if you call, just know we wasn't Buddies at all I'm not gon, give in to you Drinking me dry, to appetise Your insatiable thirst of misery From the chambers of my heart Where do I start? You got no grounding, you ain't down to earth The way you wasn't down to making me feel like your girl No I was taking scraps and settling Taking crap and just letting it Simmer down till I'm calm enough to think it out and then die it down Then you leave me for better sound The lack of my checking up making sure you wasn't feeling down I apologise if my intensity made you choke and drown But the pressure that I was real was too much for you to even figure out So I let it go, I let the fire go out So don't come back in my life Tryna spark it all up