i changed

As you can see I have changed I no more feel butterflies in my stomach when you start being sweet with me instead it makes me sick now because I can sense lies wrapped in those words you utter. As you can see I have changed I have no more love planted in my heart now it's just a barren land where I have been digging a burial to bury all our memories. As you can see I have changed I don't find myself drowning in you eyes I realised that it was a big ocean of lies where I bearly survived. when I look at our pictures together I don't find myself smiling like an idiot anymore my heart starts to crumble not because I'm still in love with you but I can see my smile just remained in those pictures but not in my face anymore because it faded with your every lies a year ago that's when I realised that I CHANGED......