I Carried Your Casket

I carried your casket I carried you straight down to your grave I had just turned 12, 19 days later and you were dead The memories of your death 4 years after, they constantly play on repeat in my head. I carried your casket to your grave I pretend to be fine, But on the inside, I slowly turn to a man of rave Nothing could fix this whole, Nothing to fix this pain in my heart Jan. 15th, 2019, the day my world Fell apart, I carried your casket to your grave On the outside I look whole, But on the inside, I am broken And do, not much, But turn to a simple man of rave And all this pain and agony Simply because, I carried your casket to your grave.