I care to much

I care too much about how people think of me if they think I'm pretty if I'm sitting up the right way if I have nice clothes if I'm sitting alone on the bus do they think I have no friends I care too much about what I post online I care too much about if they're going to judge me if they're going to laugh at me or even make fun of me I care too much about if my boyfriend will he leave me if I tell him so I don't tell him I care too much about lying so I try not to I care too much about spending time with the people I love because if they die do they think I hate them "I care too much".