I cant take it!

In the trenches of life I lay alone, I lay here bleeding untill my blood is all gone and lifeless, body is all that's left, no longer a person only a shell no longer alive but no longer in hell, no more thoughts to sit on and dwell. no more feelings, no more doubts, It all left as my blood spilled out. I hide in the place where my body will never be found I't will neither be in the sky nor deep in the ground. Don't look for me it' wont matter because it's too late, now my brains will splatter I cant take it the pain is so real to end the torment i'll take a bullet just as easy as swallowing a pill.