I Can't Blame You..

I understand your pain and the reasons behind your chains .I don't want to be anymore reasons for shame so I guess it's time to really let go because it's too late.I never wanted all the mo money more problems thing and I can't stand the fame .But trust issues I can't handle for my x- husband made me insane..So the same old fears and same old tears I again put down to flames..I know I'm still your #1 Stan fan and always will .I say goodbye with love and respect... Although this eats me alive..I have Jesus back in my life.. I'll be alright..Grace family has helped me strong and helped me heal.The Glory goes to God,he is forever my turning wheel.Thank you Lord for this comfort you give..A scar I now keep..This love was just so deep ...but now my heart is free..