I BREAKING ME

lF HAD ASKED ME OUT I WOULD SAY YES BUT I'M LOSTING HIM AND LOSING THE FEELINGS I HAD FOR HIM THERE'S NO HOPE FOR US AND DON'T ASK ME WHY CAUSE THERE'S ALWAYS A PLACE IN HEART FOR HIM AND I HATE THAT I LIKE HIM , CAUSE HE WILL NEVER BE WITH LIKE SOMEONE LIKE ME BUT I KNOW I DESERVE BETTER BUT HIS HOLDING MY HEART AND IT WON'T LET GO AND IT'S BREAKING ME BUT I'M NOT GONNA CRY IT'S BREAKING ME BUT I'M NOT GONNA FALL ON MY KNEES CAUSE DEEP DOWN I KNOW HE LIKES ME TOO