I believed

i believed I was too damaged that no matter what I couldn't be loved I felt as my blood boiled within my skin that who I became was not enough but the memories of you danced at night your voice, a distant symphony, never thought something so real could happen to me hoped my broken heart wouldn't mess it up each time I took a breathe I gripped your hand maybe a little too tight but you never tried to pull away everything felt close to just right so now when I whisper in the mirror it doesn't scream back it doesn't make me realize how horribly fast the time has pasted instead I see a smile and a brightness in those eyes for the first time in years real and bright face dry, for you wiped away my tears I believed I was too damaged to feel the way I do but nothing seems impossible anymore because I have you.<3