i beg

I begged I nealed I pleade for mercy I clung to someone's leg and begged till there was nothing left refusal and agony collided in my despicable mind I smiled grudging and fighting with all I had pain was only left emptiness in your stance somethig that used to be but not something that is and I stand and I crawled disbelief in my throat unable to accept the corpses of your shadow as you lay in the puddle of your blood unaware of what type of pain you caused and flicker of agony washed through my heart as I knew the day you left you took every bit and ounce of me to