i am who I am

written by Tanya Sonneman I am who I am your opinion doesn't matter you can say anything you want my heart was born to shatter I try to hide tears as I don't want anyone to see my weakness was my secret grab a knife my back one stab is free I build others up I was born with that super power go ahead put me down call me names my tears will pour in tonight's shower I try to be numb the buttons of emotions stuck so many today are heartless useless fucking fuck how does one sleep at night after causing so much pain does it ever occur to you it may be you that went insane get out of my head memories no longer linger been replaced with anger and hate I solute you my middle finger don't you shed a tear I stopped caring long ago game is now over stop thinking your the pro I took notes I learned well tables will turn just you wait when you see reflection in mirror scale on 1 to 10 how does this rate don't be scared I'm not like you karma does my job I only send messages begging to take over payback for seeking my life to rob my soul you exposed my privacy you stole nasty mother fucker rot in prison without parole