I am sorry😭

A seamless story I viewed it,ours.Flawless from the start,I cherished every bit of it.The ups and downs I saw as steps to proceed on and stairs to progress upward.The sweet memories,a testament of our love now looming around me,mocking me for the forever promises,which turned out to be mere fantasy🥲.Often I wonder,where did I go wrong,but the mind rings the answer to me,'you weren't strong,you made a mistake'....Yes,but did it warrant no forgiveness??? Painful are they,but life we must continue on.But can I really manage??You seem to be forever stuck in mine own being.Every thought,every fantasy,every dream is of us.Where did the forever melt to???The warmth,the care,the new experience you ushered me into seemed not to end.I was but a newbie,thinking of mine own self,not regarding the impact of my deeds and words to your being,to your character,to your personality,to your whole existence.I am truly sorry,can I not be forgiven???I'll try to move on.Be well💖