I am sad again

I am sad again. A familiar ache that drowns me in A heaviness that I can't shake off. Leaving me with tears as heavy as a stone. I am sad again My thoughts are a jumbled mess Consumed by darkness and fear Striking me without mercy. I am sad again Bittersweet memories linger Like a shadow that follows Wherever I roam. I am sad again Heading to my destruction Like a plane that lost balance With no place to call home