I am fine

I am fine, I am fine, I must be completely and utterly fine. all day and everyday I smile and pretend. this mask is a protective goldmine I smile during the day everyday but I want a friend in the end I wake up and put the none safe version of me in captivity the one with a fake and protective smile and then I feel it coming in my anxiety now the bottle everything up is a lifestyle it has been years and I don't know what better feel every feeling has been to hard to show so it went to be conceal