I am crushing on you hard

We had our last Chem test for the year, I decided to look gorgeous, I walk down the test venue stairs, in my little white dress I see you with your friends, I join you. You continue conversing, you look left and embrace me in a hug, that is the first time you've done that; naturally I'm startled, shockingly my heart skips a beat. I check you out, such a masculine body, this cold weather was hiding such a mouthwatering physique. I invite you for ice cream, you agree. I check you out a bit more. soo damn good. we both pay for the ice cream. you tell me how you absolutely love ice cream which I cannot resonate with; in hindsight that was the preview of why my love for you did not come into fruition. But I wish you had placed a bit more effort. Tried. Harder. Intentionally. Could I have imagined it all ? The love I thought you had for me too ?