I am addiction

hello I am your high, but I have been taking you low. I've caused you to leave those who love you, or help them choose to go. BECAUSE of me you lost your value, your ambition is gone. I caused you to steal from your own father and to be hateful to your mom. but you choose me to be the leader. so if I am the one who's leading your life, then I'm guessing you must know the meaning of living and dying by the knife. you wasted money on rehab you've also been to jail I've became equivalent to the air you breathe in there you craved me in a cell. why won't you leave me like everything has left you.. suicide won't ever be the answer. that's what the devil wants you to do. be the change in this world .... that exact change you could be could possibly change the person next to you and that one person could change another three. your family love you dearly and holidays haven't been the same nd I' am your addiction and I'm here to take all the blame