I am a useless. fellow

A person who feels rejected a person who can't fulfill wishes of their own people doesn't feel i have any worth can't keep their own people happy cannot fulfill their wishes can't even kerp himself happy lost his laughter lost his humor lost the feeling of being cared nobody admire nobody praise but everyone ready with eyebrow raised yes i too want some time even i gets hurted even i get tired i am doing this purposely i gave whatever i had love , care , time everything even my anger,my frustrations but they won't take this this feeling separates me from them they want me but not my emotions yes i am rude they will keep reminding it again and again untill i am broken even i feel fed up with life Even i feel like running away even i go through same emotions like you too but being a man i have no emotion this is only women right when your own feel feel like i have insulted them then i just want to say i may be rude i may be arrogant but for you i am on my knees if you want to accept me than acept the bad in me also .,