I am a plague.

growing up I was treated differently. being treated like a disease I was avoided. not a person would touch me or love me. yet not true to the word. I was told I was loved almost everyday. hugged by my parents and friends. loved by people who care. yet here I sit. alone waiting for true love. the kind of love that doesn't have an artificial bond. I am treated like a plague. avoided yet loved. love not true. I am a plague. I wreck and kill what I touched. treated like a plague. yet no doctors rush to cure me. no one comes to my aid. alone I sit. nothing but a plague.